I have always wanted to belong somewhere. For as long as I can remember, I looked to so many different people to give me a sense of belonging. I tried to fit in and be like everyone else. I never really thought about who I was or what I wanted. When I didn’t feel like I belonged to one group, I went to another. Even with so many people around me, I never really felt accepted or loved with any of them. I was so insecure and unsure about who I was. No one gave me the love, acceptance, and belonging that I was looking for, and I felt a constant pressure to change myself. I made impossibly high expectations for myself to make up for insecurity. I never really believed that people loved me because how could they love someone they didn’t know and who I didn’t even know? I grew up in a wonderful, Christian home. We went to church every Sunday, and I always heard about God and his love for me. For as long as I can remember, I he...
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